I had the most amazing encounter with someone today. She’s a classmate in the only class I’m in this term. We haven’t talked much, but I halfway fell in love with her just for finding all the dumb comments I make funny while we were in a group project together. And I referred a documentary to her that helped her complete an essay she was already late on. Well today we did a presentation on a World Cafe we had in class. After class something told me to just sit on a bench instead of walking straight to my car.It felt nice outside. I also really had to pee and didn’t want to be seen by people walking right back where I came from. She met me by the bench after a few minutes. We made small talk about our presentation and then she started talking about a movie she saw and how she doesn’t know movies very well or usually watch them but that it was on Netflix and looked cool and turned out to be the best movie she had ever seen and that it was beautiful and made her think and I just knew it was Mr.Nobody before she was done. So we got into a semi deep conversation about that. I was nervous about eye contact and my voice cracking, because of my social anxiety I guess and because I’m just not used to casually conversing with girls and something about that alone makes me nervous. She said I always wear cute outfits and it looks like a lot of thought goes into them (it was hard not to laugh in her face. I have 0 style). She opened up to me about a rough time she went though in high school, being detached and having a narcissistic mother and finally getting out of that situation. I did my best to relate and told her about the situation I’m in. Things with my ex, and everything I’m going though because of my living situation. She talked about her ex and it was only 6 months but he was amazing. She used the word amazing a few times and seemed sad. She’s still in love with him and probably didn’t want it to end. I stayed seated on the bench the whole time but she took off her flip flops and paced around silently on the pavement and looked at the sky for a brief moment. A lot was said in the span of ten or fifteen minutes, more than I ever thought could be covered in that time and with a practical stranger. Idk what happened, maybe she sensed my awkwardness but she kind of just walked off to the parking lot with hardly a bye, I guess me adding her on Facebook was closure enough for her. When she was out of sight I ran back upstairs to the bathroom. I can’t help but feeling overwhelmed by the fact that all of that happened, it doesn’t seem like a big deal but these things don’t happen to me. People don’t take an interest in ME and listen to ME talk or trust me with their shit so quick and casually. She’s so god damn cute, too. She could play a manic pixie dream girl in a movie. If I was just a little more socially inclined it would have been the best encounter I’ve ever had with someone.
"I taught myself how to play the guitar, I taught myself how to play the drums, and I kind of fake doing both of them. But drumming comes more natural to me, and it just feels better."
She is not “my girl.”
She belongs to herself. And I am blessed, for with all her freedom, she still comes back to me, moment-to-moment, day-by-day, and night-by-night.
How much more blessed can I be?❞
Avraham Chaim, Thoughts after The Alchemist (via petitedino)tigerpoison)
Deftones - Smile Lyric Video (Pro Produced)
The first song to be made public from the unreleased Deftones album, Eros. This is the last project Chi Cheng would be a part of before his unfortunate passing.
Rest in peace, Chi.
When French illustrator Thomas Lamadieu looks up at the patches of blue sky between city buildings, he imagines fanciful characters existing in the geometric gaps formed by the neighboring buildings. Lamadieu shoots photos of those patches of sky and illustrates them for an ongoing series entitled Sky Art. Thus far he has drawn pictures on the skies over streets and enclosed courtyards in France, Germany, Belgium and Canada.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - 2004
Getting to know someone new from scratch is exhilarating.
9 has no time for your philosophizing.
nine is tired of your crap
Nine was the sassiest.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to scroll past this gifset without reblogging.
Can we also appreciate Rose please? She’s like his back up sassyness and being all “Bitch please, not today.”